I can confirm that there are multiple directions of travel, not just down.
I can guarantee that there are good things to discover with lightness and lift, not just depth and down.
It can be a beautiful approach for both the body and mind to discover what 40% feels like some days, 70%, 20%, not just 100% blindly all the time.
Become anchored to curiosity more than monotony. Don’t worry about trying to be somewhere else, yogas very philosophical essence is teaching us to be where we are now.
Use all the colours of your practice, not just the shiny ones. The toes may well be short changing you.